Quite Sad Ending is just so beautiful

Quite sad is not a sad ending for me, it's just pretty sad.
I do love happy ending and tragedy. But it think quite sad ending is just... beautiful :D

Like, a story of two lovers. They love each other, but in the end, they die before they can have a lotta time together, or one of them die or maybe, one of them leave the other for another reason which is more important, but not another girl/boy.

It's just,, IDK i just love it. It is sad, but not really sad, maybe just ironic? I like the way their story will last forever that way. No "to be continue" or no "the end". It just ended that way.

Books

Like I wrote in my previous entry.

1. I love reading. All kinda books. I love Sydney Sheldon, Agatha Chrstie, Clara Ng, Sarah Singleton,etc. Ah yeah, I will write reviews about them one day. Well, Books are a part of my life now, and so does library. Why don't they build national library around my house? I will visit it everyday man.

I am admiring an author now, I have just read her 2 books. Well, more than two actually. Two thumbs up for Clara Ng :D

Clara Ng - Her books picture a deep meaning of life for me. And the words she picks to create a sentence are so amazing... The emotion's too. The idea's brilliant too. Like Gerhana Kembar(Story about love between two women, and family), Utukki (Fantasy about two mortals and gods, and love), and one book, which title's forgotten by me, but it's about winged creature and woman named Mana and her daughter. Maybe there's a lot story and author with similar genres, but IDK I just really really like her books..

Sydney Sheldon - Complicated and amazing storyline,we really can feel the emotions. but in my opinion, the main characters are too Mary Sue or Gary Stu, too perfect to be true, although they make mistakes and have problems they can't solve too, I just don't really like too-perfect main character. But well, I like the amazing storyline and ending. Detail and tidy.
My favorites are so far, Tell Me Your Dream and Sands of Time. And plus the books' endings, unexpecting.

Agatha Christie - The storyline's amazing and complicated, but it's more about detectives. IDK why, for some books(not many) I just can't feel the emotions. Sure everything's tidy and detailed. I just don't really like books without emotions.

Mira W. - Similar to Clara Ng, she brings emotions and reality problems. Personal issue, I like fantasy genre :P. Still, she deserves two thumbs up for the emotions.

Sarah Singleton - Century, is the first book that I've read for more than 2 times, and still not tiring. I was deeply in fond of Century. I think it deserves more fame than twilight.

About Harry Potter. I haven't read it, and I don't wanna talk about books I haven't read. And I ain't a big fan of it too.
And twilight, I have read it and... I do like fantasy but it is too simple, too Mary-Sue and too Gary-Stu(too perfect character), too less tragedy, and vampires are the best creature in the universe? too unrealistic. No offense, I like twilight for fun, I just don't think it's a good story.

And maybe I wil continue later.

My Wish, Ariel's Porn Video, Current Interest

Whoa , it has been pretty long since I didn't update my blog, eh? A lot has happened and noww,, where do I start?

My Wish - living this life, in home, I have always been surrounded by people, i mean, like my brother, my maid, grandmother, etc. Well, my parents don't go home often but I still feel crowded. Caring is nice, but tooo much caring is bad, I need space to cool my head and too much questions ruin it. I guess maybe my dream for now is living in a small flat (I don't want big house) with my bestfriend while we're in college and have a space for myself. Maybe I'm not great enough, I still can't cook foods, clean the room perfectly, etc. But to get it, why not? All I gotta do is to live it. But too bad, my daddy thinks "kos-kosan" is bad for me :x. But oh, let's just see.

Ariel's Porn Video - Luna Maya and Cut Tari (Should we call em bad girls for sleeping with Ariel? Who was married and Cut Tari too, was married ). What should I say, eh? Well, private collections go public. Hypocrites critize. They are so unlucky.

Current Interest - Supernatural. IDK why cinik says that Dean is better! But no no no no no, big NO!!! Sam is better and cuter! :D and Bela Talbot is too, I can't resist her accent and eyes. Too bad sammy get rid of his fringe :(. come on.. everyone looks better with sweet fringe on their forehead <3 especially you, Sammy. I wish I can talk to Eric K. to get Sammy's fringe back. three cheers for fringe!!! (Sam's fringe is my wish)

Don't just see the negative side, Guys.

Oh well, I hate it when ppl see the negative side of things. Well, I do see the negative side sometimes, at least I don't judge ppl based on their negative sides.

I mean, why do ppl always see the negative sides? For example. I might be lazy, pushy, ugly, and whateva. But puh-lease. Why can't you see the positive sides of me? And that happens to everyone. No wonder this world is so full of hatred, man.

And I hate it too just because someone is better than the other one in some skills or beauty or whateva, they think they're better than them. Oh yeah, you're better, but please, it's not like they have no good sides.

Friends in The Virtual World

Yesterday, I saw an ad about how technology can make us forget about the real life and all. Well, I don't have problem with that, but I feel bad when I read this sentence : "We don't realize that some of our friends are just photos and names." <- For those live in my city must have known this.

Okay, that sentence is so offensive for me, at least for me. What Imma write here has nothing to do with the sentence or the events, but, ppl's opinions about friends in the virtual world, I can't deny it if some ppl can take advantages and fake theirself. Well, but you shouldn't deny it if I do have very very very close friends in virtual world.

I just want it, when I say "Oh, I'm txting my friend, I knew her from the internet". I want ppl to know that she is a good friend of mine, i am not txting with a mysterious girl from nowhere that is mentioned in the ad. She is not mysterious, she knows me, and I do know her too. She is just like my friends from the real world, she is important. You can't judge her just because I know her from the virtual world.

Okay, if you still can't understand try play online games. It is different from friendster or facebook. If u still can't understand, maybe u ain't meant to have friends from virtual world.

Oh I hate it too when ppl say that a gf/bf frm virtual world ain't so important. Oh man they're human too. u're not in a relationship with programs. I don't like ppl's negatife opinions abt friends and relationships from virtual world.. :(

What's so wrong? They may be only pics and names, but they're still our good friends.

My Interests and Blah..

Well, a trashy entry. You don't need to read it, I don't need to write it either, just to fill my spare time. Maybe I will delete this entry too one day.

I was just thinking abt what Imma gonna do after this.. what Imma write to keep this blog alive and.. writing about my interest suddenly crossed my mind -.-

well at least I'm not so random as this blog owner.

1. I love reading. All kinda books. I love Sydney Sheldon, Agatha Chrstie, Clara Ng, Sarah Singleton,etc. Ah yeah, I will write reviews about them one day. Well, Books are a part of my life now, and so does library. Why don't they build national library around my house? I will visit it everyday man.

2. I love writing. I write a lotta stories and then delete it(in PC) or write it on paper then hide it.

3. I love drawing. I draw , but I don't hide them or delete them like I do to my stories.

The consclusion is I will write reviews about the books later. Oh it's so short, what for I wrote them ? what a long introduction.

And btw, Future Plannings, is that words for Plannings for the future? I'm lost :o

What are Sluts in The Social Webs thinking?

Hell yeah, I got something to write.. finally~ Hmm. What Imma talk is about the sluts in the social web.. I saw them.. mostly in f******ter.. dunno about FB, twitter, etc..

For you who've used itr, u must have seen them.. using a nude pic as a profil picture.. then post a porn video in our comments =_= they really did disturb us. Well there's no guarantee that the profile's owner is really the girl in the pictures. But why the hell they created those accounts?

1. They've given me a message(back then when friendster was popular in indonesia)saying that we're so cute blablabla. Then give us a link. "please me my pic in this link" or whateva.. Maybe those links contain viruses.. so,,maybe those sluts wanna spread viruses!! <- Got this info from my friend who've clicked...

2. Porn videos or links or pics that they've posted contain viruses(maybe.. I've never accepted comments like that but what've read in internet.. well.. some of them do.. so.. ? anyway, what's the point of accepting those comments? no no no)

3. Most of them are women from nowhere. But some of the sluts doesn't disturb anyone. They just put their nude pic and then let people reach her by comments. They look so real too(Indonesians) even without real name. Not like from nowhere(America, or whereva)..

Well I dunno. Some have got viruses. Some have not.. One thing that clear is they're weird. Do they wanna crush the mind of this generation? Good intention to help people reach porn without have to click webs that're suspicious to parents? Spread viruses? Search friends who're interested in them? Who knows that those sluts aren't really women, but men, and they got the photos from porn sites. porn films..

Ha, I've read somewhere that a company wanna recruit a manager. They have 2 women. Then the company sees the women's profiles. They see that one of the women put her pic in bikini and write something likeee .. errr. you know lah~ So that woman isn't accepted. The other does accepted.. I hope people'll be more careful about putting their informations.. or a stalker like me will see it. worser,a company like the story does..

Back to the laptop (Tukul banget) I don't recommend little boys/girls to have an account in dangerous social webs like f**ter(based from exp) . They could be easily reach porns like that ! No no no! Fb is a lot more saver IMO. But, again, it's the slut's faults, not the social webs.

About my**pace, It isn't really popular in Indonesia and.. yeah different cultures~

Again, it's my opinion.

Social Web Profile View

Well. I am one of the people who likes to view anybody's profile. I saw a girl's profile. Then her mother. Then her father. Then her brother. Then her brother's girlfriend. Just for fun..
That's why I hate it when my victims can view who have viewed them!!

That's my privacy. If someone said that I've crossed(or whateva) their privacy, well.. Not my fault. U know that social web like facebook, or friendster (hell I hate friendster =_=) can be viewed by anyone.. so if you put/write/talk about something that you don't want others to see. Don't use WALL TO WALL.. Don't put "dangerous" photo.. Or whateva.. ~ Or at least, set them as a private album, private profile, use message..

Just typing wht's on my mind. Don't feel offended. I don't blame them too if they could know. I just don't like it~~ as a stalker :P